Here

As I exist between a multitude of places – between here and there, between then and now, between what was, and what will be – emerging from plane sleep, I feel with intense clarity that now is the moment. I step out (that proverbial ‘first step’) into the real unknown, the one that has been calling.

Of course, everything before this was leading to now. I have arrived here with purpose, truly only expected by the waiting universe.

Though I am clumsy from half-sleep, from tedium and repetitive questioning, suspended physically and emotionally in the clouds, this realisation hits me all at once like a tonne of expectation-laden-bricks and with the ease and might of the wings that lift me (out my window and over the Alps!)

I am weightless with gratitude, and never more prepared.

This is the moment I sought.

A collision of sensations dancing effortlessly – an understanding of why, how and when I am here. A clarity, a fervour, a creative and human uprising, a coming together of self.

Finally. A space of peace. A trust in oneself like no other.

Here, fear has disappeared.